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cause cold
nostalgia
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cause cold
nostalgia
chills me to the bones
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 a little splotch in the universe
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 Sunday, January 19, 2014 @ 12:58 AMNegative nights.
Everyone around me is in love, and I just hate this.
I don't know. Maybe I'm just having one of those negative nights.
Yeah, negative nights.
It's that one random, very unexpected night, when your wall of self-confidence comes crashing down.
Yes, and you have this uneasy feeling.
Hatred. Anger. Negativity.
I can't help myself.
I feel so lonely, and pathetic. I feel like crying without any apparent reason.
No, the reason is I feel like a failure.
Suddenly, all the regrets I had in the past few days, few years gets into my head.
That mistake I made in my Stats paper.
That relationship I never gave a chance.
That guy who broke my heart.
That friend who are not on my side anymore.
And out of all time, suddenly I found this one song that perfectly depicts my regrets, my life.
The song just feeds the emotion more, bringing my spirits lower.
But, it's like I unconsciously liking this feeling, because somehow, I don't want to skip that song, I refuse to absorb anything positive into me. I rather brood over all my flaws.
I don't know why. I just don't.
I guess it keeps me from breaking away from reality.
Sure it makes you feel like shit, but, this shit helps.
This negativity shit.
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