chills me to the bones
a little splotch in the universe
Hi. I'm Unichanzzz and I'm a Unicorn!
Nahh, I'm just being delusional here hah!
Gosh I just love myself.
I'm just fucking cute, right? Haha!
Oh my god, not to mention, I'm funny too.
Like, how did I get all these good traits?
Haih I just wish I'll meet someone that resembles me.
Hm no, someone that accepts me unconditionally is better.
Then, I should work hard!
Don't blame me,everyone wants a happy ending of their own.
Follow this unicorn and you might get to shit rainbows too!
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Tuesday, September 26, 2017 @ 1:23 AM
"Tengoklah camne""Tengoklah camne. Nanti tengok lah siapa sebelah Uni time wedding Uni nanti. Then we'll know lah if this thing works out"
Well, looks like it's not you.
Hm. I seriously liked you, a lot, and for no apparent reason at all.
We have nothing in common. We don't share any sort of interest pun. We really are two worlds apart.
And yet, I still like you oh so much.
Maybe it's just age. Maybe I'm just ready to commit now. Maybe I really did fell for you.
But that's not important. Things just didn't worked out.
I've always expected this.
That we won't last long.
I even told Lia about this once- and that it would definitely hurts when this thing between us are over.
And I was right, it does hurt. It really does.
Entahlah? Maybe because I'm so used to not talking to you over a long period of time, maybe I've foreseen this since long before, but this hurt is bearable.
It's okay. Life goes on. I'll meet and date someone else. I'll just look for jobs now, that's much more important. I really need the money.
Tapi kan? I'd really appreciate it if you would told me sooner, though. I really do. I've always been open about my feelings for you, and even asked about yours multiple times before. 4 times to be exact. And in all those times, I wished you'd tell the truth instead of giving me vague answers. After half a year of "trying things out", I can't help but feel I've wasted my feelings and attention on you.
And you know what? I rasa you tak pernah minat pun kat I. You rasa kesian je kot dekat I? Hm :)ingin kembali ke pangkal jalan?
Sunday, April 9, 2017 @ 11:50 PM
I really really like youReally really really neol joah hae
Hewhew, it's been a while since i've felt something like this.
Well, i'm confused too.
Much more confused than i was last time, with that one sided affection i have for the guy in my faculty.
I told my friends about you,
And it's very obvious that i really like you.
I get all giddy and happy and bashful when i talk about you.
Hewhew, when i talk to you, my heart just blooms!
My everyday thoughts revolve around you.
As the night falls, it's you i'm dreaming about.
When we text, i can't stop smiling.
And in the streets, it's your face that i see on everyone.
You're in all the songs i listen to.
You're the main in all my fantasies.
I don't know though, maybe this'll end well, maybe it will not.
I'm not even sure if you think the same of me as i do for you.
If you like me, do tell me. I can't stand guessing your true feelings all alone.
You seem like you do, but you seem like you don't either.
Sometimes you text me, sometimes you don't.
You'll give me words of reassurance one night, but then did the opposite on another.
I know you went through it bad with the last girl you dated,
And if you need time, it's okay, i'll wait.
Later, when you really really really like me, tell me then.
For now, i'll keep waiting by your side, till you're all mine.
Even now, writing this, the mere thought of you, made me smile.
Oh he just texted, while i'm writing this.
Hehehehe haluuuu to you back, babe.
I really can't wait, till you're really ALL MINE. ingin kembali ke pangkal jalan?
Tuesday, May 24, 2016 @ 2:13 AM
You confuse me
I have lots of late night thoughts these past few nights.
And most of the nights, I think about you.
What if? Maybe not? But what if?
Gosh, you confuse me.
I really am not sure if a chance with you even exist? Wawawawhat?!
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Sunday, October 4, 2015 @ 2:11 AM
When you're unhappy, everything annoys you.
And you start imagining how life would be without these commitments.
Because you're not having fun anymore. All that play is now just work. You come back from work to more work.
I'm having second thoughts.
Seriously. I'm starting to consider this very seriously.
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Tuesday, July 28, 2015 @ 12:56 AM
Just installed blogger on my phone 'cause these days I seem to have a lot on my mind.
And yknow, midnight thoughts are never fun.
They are somewhat dark too.
They never go away.
They just stayed there.
I have 99 problems and am not sure if you would be one?
Well, i'll stop here and just get some zzz.
Bright lights and relationships gives me headaches.ingin kembali ke pangkal jalan?
Monday, September 1, 2014 @ 10:50 PM
Comel doh kata-kata seru yang aku gunakan.Supp peeps!
So I just realised that I've been posting a string of emo posts lately.
Aaaaaand if you were to look closely, those posts were written in early morning.
Memang time time muhasabah diri sangat tu!
Biasalah tu kot? 3 pagi, duduk termenung kat siling rumah, pikirkan masa depan, masa lampau.
Tang tang tu lah rasa insap sikit tu datang kannn.
Hahaha woah, what happened to all that english at the beginning of my post?
Kampung sangat Muzni ni! Bajet je bandar.
Well, Sem 3 starting in +/- a week camtu.
Ni duk tercongok lagi main RCT2 on the laptop.
Oh lupa, korang mana tau RCT tu apa, hm, RCT2 tu 'Roller Coaster Tycoon 2'.
So basically imma tycoon now.
Real estate, specialty : Theme Parks. Cool an?
Hahaha dahlah. Malas update pepanjang, buat malu je. Entah ada ke tak yang bacanya?
Sebenarnya bila pikir balik, mesti ada je kan kengkorang yang datang stalk aku kat sini.
Yelah, bukan main aku letak link kat instag lah, twitter lah, facebook lah.
Well, daripada stalk kat sini, baik korang tegur je aku kat twitter.
Barulah aku boleh fefeeling popular sikit. Kah!
Oh plus, korang takdelah rasa pathetic sangat duk stalk aku senyap senyap kat sini. Hah!ingin kembali ke pangkal jalan?
Sunday, July 13, 2014 @ 3:30 AM
"Living in sin is the new thing. Yeah, are you in?"Sinning is wrong. I know that.
But I still commit them.
Over and over, again.
And I don't feel like stopping in the near future either.
It just that people look, people talk, people judge.
And that's uncomfortable.
Yet, I still want to do it.
I feel guilty.
I feel anger.
To God. To myself.
Though, I still violate His wills. I'm sorry.
I could die today, heck, I could die tomorrow and have no time to repent.
I don't know what's my stand in this. Maybe, I do, but I just pretend to not know.
I personally believe that I will come to my senses in the future, but will time wait for me?
Will God wait for me?
Hah. And then I call someone else hypocrite?
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Sunday, January 19, 2014 @ 12:58 AM
Negative nights.Everyone around me is in love, and I just hate this.
I don't know. Maybe I'm just having one of those negative nights.
Yeah, negative nights.
It's that one random, very unexpected night, when your wall of self-confidence comes crashing down.
Yes, and you have this uneasy feeling.
Hatred. Anger. Negativity.
I can't help myself.
I feel so lonely, and pathetic. I feel like crying without any apparent reason.
No, the reason is I feel like a failure.
Suddenly, all the regrets I had in the past few days, few years gets into my head.
That mistake I made in my Stats paper.
That relationship I never gave a chance.
That guy who broke my heart.
That friend who are not on my side anymore.
And out of all time, suddenly I found this one song that perfectly depicts my regrets, my life.
The song just feeds the emotion more, bringing my spirits lower.
But, it's like I unconsciously liking this feeling, because somehow, I don't want to skip that song, I refuse to absorb anything positive into me. I rather brood over all my flaws.
I don't know why. I just don't.
I guess it keeps me from breaking away from reality.
Sure it makes you feel like shit, but, this shit helps.
This negativity shit.
Wednesday, July 31, 2013 @ 12:22 AM
Was never a fan of photography, but...So, last few days I found this one Instag account that post pics from inside of North Korea.
Personally, I've always wanted to go and see NK.
I wanna see how the people there really live like.
I wonder if they really are dirt poor and are starving.
And this one day, I was checking out the trends on twitter.
You know how when you check the twitter trends page on the phone, they show you articles on the bottom too.
So I saw this one article and checked it out.
The photographer's name is David Guttenfelder, I think.
People should really check out his page!
It's amusing to see pics of the NKs festivals and such.
I mean, they even had a mass hula hoop to celebrate the 60th year since the Korean War.
Here's the link, check it out!
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Sunday, June 23, 2013 @ 11:26 PM
Post Konon Inspiring.Supp peeps? Miss me?
It's been a while huh?
Well, guess what? I didn't change a bit.
Looks like all that changing I wanted to do in my last post, didn't happen. Hah!
Hm personally, I think I pretty much discovered my true self these past year.
I mean, I don't need all that makeup, all that girly attitude to win the hearts of people.
Boys, to be exact.
I did get to where I am now, by living as the old me. And that means something right?
Oh, plus, I even got myself some admirers! Ca-ching!
So, lesson is, what you are is already enough.
All that thoughts about being accepted by people only when you're beautiful are bullshit.
Some people dig the weird in you, and that is something valuable.
And you can't buy that, yknow?
They don't sell 'DIY Unichanzzz' in stores yknow?
Cause, those shits are illegal.
Till later, be good, and stray away from Unis in packets.
Or you may be arrested.
Peace out!ingin kembali ke pangkal jalan?
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