"Living in sin is the new thing. Yeah, are you in?"

Sinning is wrong. I know that. 

But I still commit them.

Over and over, again.

And I don't feel like stopping in the near future either.

It just that people look, people talk, people judge.

And that's uncomfortable.

Yet, I still want to do it.

I'm torn.

I feel guilty.

I feel anger.

To God. To myself.

Though, I still violate His wills. I'm sorry. 

I could die today, heck, I could die tomorrow and have no time to repent.

I don't know what's my stand in this. Maybe, I do, but I just pretend to not know.
I personally believe that I will come to my senses in the future, but will time wait for me? 
Will God wait for me?

Hah. And then I call someone else hypocrite?

I'm one of them too.