I wonder how the world look through his eyes

My ex has been posting pics of the new girl- something he did not do for me. Maybe he’s finally meet a permanent love, maybe it’s just as temporary as ours, but surely something that i cannot change. All i can do is grow out of it and try to whole myself again, to the girl that was here before he came. 

I never knew where it went wrong. So i’ve been fixing myself a lot, trying to instil self love and all that bullshit, but somehow at the back of my head, there’s always that persisting question…

Why was i never good enough?

He came, he saw and he left. And now i don’t know where to go anymore. Cause when he left, he took a large chunk of me with him. So here i am struggling to whole myself again, so that maybe i’ll find happiness within my own self.

Fck it hurts so much to go through this, but as much as i hate the world right now, i couldn’t even bring myself to wish him the same. Or to pray she’d get the same fucking treatment. 

I’m doing my best here. God, please have mercy.