changing.

i feel like dying my hair a couple shades lighter.

i wonder if it'll look nice on me. 

i wanna start wearing make up too. 

everytime keluar dengan mama, rupa mcm budak baru bgn tidur je.

at least learn to put on some eyeliner or something.

and change the way i dress.

more girlish maybe. and not stuck in the style i have now.

tgh sofea, ekin bergaya. i feel like a child when i'm hanging out with them.

but most of all, i wanna start taking care of my skin.

i want to have a clear, healthy skin like some lucky people out there.

and maybe even start exercising. 

i wanna be like other girls.